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audentes fortuna juvat: February 2009
ABOUT ME:
chalkleight
chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
Colored Shadow
Colored Shadow
The fire of bliss turned into nightmare
A chain of smoke escaped as nothing
I felt my hair
A teardrop fell
And everything went away
Not even the reality remained
Only the colored shadow stayed.
no particular topic for today..it has been a busy day..meaning, lesser tambay moments at my workplace..hindi ako nagrereklamo, mas ok nga yung may ginagawa ako lagi para mabilis lang ang oras..pagpasok ko, nagulat nalang ako after a while, WOW, QUARTER TO FOUR na!!
normally, di ako dapat pagod kahit maraming ginawang paikot ikot sa lab..kaya lang ibang klase talaga ang panahon..di ko alam kung dala lang ba 'to ng hormones o ano..basta nakakainis ang init..err, humid kasi masyado kaya di talaga komportable..
long days, late ang sunset..start na ata ng summer kaya long days na naman..kaya siguro iba na nga yung init..
hindi ko alam kung good or bad..my appetite for sweets is gradually getting back..for the past weeks i lost it for some unknown reason..but my friends gave me a silly and crazy hypothesis..and i prefer not to discuss it here..
eto..grabe ang inbox ko..puro posts tungkol sa febfair..hayy nakaka-saturate.
ayoko nang laitin ang kadramahan ng ibang tao..pero di ko talaga mapigilan ang statement na 'to kaya pasensya na sa tatamaan.."grabe, ang tagal na nun..hopeless ka na nga atang maka-move on..and i pity you."
isama ko na dito yung pagkikita ulit namin nung teacher ko dati sa mcb130..uhh, that *@!$*@&$(&$(@&$@#&#$&!@&!&#!!!!! hahahaha walang ibig sabihin yan..naalala ko lang ang init ng ulo namin sa isa't isa nung undergrad pa 'ko..naalala ko kung papano nya ako ginawang paborito sa klase..darn..it was nightmare..one of the reasons why i hated my succeeding classes..and why i learned to love being late..ok naman kami kanina..di sya makapaniwalang nandun ako sa lab na yun.."Oh, shara..kelan ka pa dito??ok ka pa naman??" takang-taka siguro sya..ang pinakapasaway nyang estudyante noong 2nd sem, AY 07-08, ay gumagamit ng lab ng dati nyang colleagues..hmp..naaalala pa kaya nya yung kanamycin nya??argh!
next topic:
wala na pala..hmp.
im bored.
I hated every Valentine’s Day when I was in elementary school. It was pathetically the same every year..making Valentine’s card and submitting it as a project. I dreaded it as much as making lanterns for Christmas..call me KJ, stubborn, maarte, tamad, etc., so what? Manual cutting and pasting of things has never been an appealing hobby..plus my zero percent creativity..not to mention my impatience.
When I reached secondary school, things changed a bit. I learned to appreciate the day in a more sensitive and open-minded way. Once I even wasted time writing cheesy quotes and greetings on tiny pieces of scented paper for my friends..well, you know how it was..err, I miss my old buddies..
Valentine’s season during the last two years of high school were for promenades..yeah, time for dressing up like grown ups, acting like princesses and dancing with princes until midnight..i remember both my junior and senior proms..reminiscing it was just like watching a sad fairy tale inside my brain..just a casual story which has ended because Cupid’s arrows were shot at the wrong time..which is a good thing by the way.
Then I entered the university..since 2005 until 2008, every Valentine’s Day was on a weekday..a schoolday..so what do you expect? Bonus points for red shirts. Bonus items about love in the exams. Sweets from the usually-single teachers. And of course, the normal academic load for the day..which made the Valentine’s Day a no-big-deal 24 hours of everybody’s life..uhh, for those who had their dates after classes, excuse me..
And yes, the FebFair should be mentioned too. Cold nights. Wet grasses. Fatty foods. Smoke. Alcohol. Undefined smell. Booths. Bands. Pageants. Singing contests. Open-houses. Exhibits. Wall climbing. Fireworks. Euphoria.
For the past four years, I became acquainted with the new label of Valentine’s Day..the Single Awareness Day. Discrimination and sarcasm, huh? But on the bight side, the words are independent, free, unattached, commitmentless, carefree, and the likes.
Valentine’s Day indeed has became a part of every school year that I had, as it was for everyone else obviously..but how about this time? I’m not a student anymore. Will there be any difference now? Honestly, I don’t want to give much thought about it..but a pointless horrible question irritably persists..
Ai-je finalement une date des ********* cette annee?