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chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Monday, September 28, 2009
Rise of a Bummer
Rise of a Bummer
A long delayed blog post about the topic. I should have written this weeks before so that I could at least post a countdown. But realizing that the topic is not really that..umm, hehe..life-affecting, I decided to cram up to this day.
Today is my 2nd to the last "official" working day at Biotech..
Next week, the alarm snoozes, the 8-minute bus rides, the 8-9 hours of isolation, the fake CR breaks and the regrets about the taken-for-granted job are over..and I'm an official bum.
I'm bored with my job. And I hate it because I cannot perform well..errr, it could also be the other way..
I'm bored with my job. And I cannot perform well because I hate it.
I'm almost done with it and I'm happy.
I don't have any job next on the line yet. But the worry days are over. Surely I would not end up a bum in my entire remaining life. I know I can have a job sooner or later. Sooner, I hope.
The bumming days are approaching. And I'm excited. I know I'll get bored easily. It's normal. But at least I'll get to experience that I-rule-the-rules life again.. No time-restrictions is the best. And the only defined pressure is how to get the best suited job for me. All the while enjoying the boring job withdrawal syndrome.
Now what?
I know that having no definite task to do will degrade my self-worth..however, routines rot my brain..gosh! Which is the lesser evil??
