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audentes fortuna juvat: Excerpt06Nov2008: Eight-minute bus ride from Monday to Friday mornings
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chalkleight
chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Excerpt06Nov2008: Eight-minute bus ride from Monday to Friday mornings
Excerpt06Nov2008: Eight-minute bus ride from Monday to Friday mornings
here i go again..facing this endless bunch of scientific journals in this rather empty working table, trying to get myself out of ink, thinking of ways on how to get time flying in its maximum rate, and starting my first set of yawns..it's just 8:30 in the morning!!
while i was riding the biotech shuttle just some minutes ago i had a very sad realization of a big mistake..indeed, accepting this job is just a result of the excitement i felt because of the thought that i was given another chance to stay longer in los baños.
yes, i was right when, two weeks ago, i felt and said that this job was really for me..my last resort to avoid leaving..but the work itself is not going to make me happy..true, one can't have everything.
i have just embraced a new life..another kind of boredom..getting up as early as i can every morning..running for the bus ride..sitting in the office..and eagerly anticipating for the boring eight hours of work to end..
..definitely a lot different from the kind of boredom i felt which has ended two weeks ago..getting up 30mins from my first class..running upstairs just for the fun of, um, running..sitting in the classroom pretending to listen to whoever is talking..and eagerly anticipating for the rest of the class period to finish..
never did i experience staying quiet in one place this long..not until now..too bad i'll be doing this stuff for a year..it will surely get me older..by the time this project is finished, i'll be needing botox because i'll be as old as my project mates!
darn, am i being punished??
my facial muscles are getting stiffer every moment because of this expressionless face i wear everyday..right now, im praying for an alien clown, God please give me at least two??
