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audentes fortuna juvat: Excerpt20Oct2008: a damn cheesy playlist..
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chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Sunday, October 19, 2008
Excerpt20Oct2008: a damn cheesy playlist..
Excerpt20Oct2008: a damn cheesy playlist..
This is the best time to write a blog entry..i have just finished watching (for the nth time) one of my favorite movies..without suffering, there’ll be no compassion..there it was again..i know you can guess what the movie was.hehehe
I can’t write about anything in particular..i can’t focus, that’s the problem..good songs are playing in the background, shucks!, this is just a step lower than obsession..uhh..back to the old pathetic habit of just blankly staring, thinking of the only one face visible in my mind..
and I can’t sleep.
It’s the exceptionally emotional part of me which makes me feel like this over these mushy and cheesy lyrics of the songs I’m hearing right now. Darn..
and I can’t stop it.
Let’s play. This is just to get myself back into the yawning mode. Give me the titles of these songs.
“I wonder why I feel so high though I am not above the sorrow
Heavy hearted ‘til you call my name
And it felt like churchbells or the whistle of a train
On a summer evening I’ll run to meet you barefoot barely breathing..”
Yeah, right. I am not bothered now about how anyone would react about this. Nostalgic lyrics. Reminds me of that sense of longing I felt in the past which almost totally turned my system down. Blame the song. Blame the way I can relate to its message. Blame this emotion. You can even blame the hormones..
and I don’t care..
“..and it really doesn’t matter if we don’t eat
And it really doesn’t matter if we never sleep
And it really doesn’t matter, really doesn’t matter at all..”
Nothing matters now because I am so young..now, you’re bursting with laughter, aren’t you?? Next..
“..pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it’s just a lie
So afraid of taking chance again
So afraid of what I feel inside..”
It’s just hunger, I’m sure..agree??
“..what took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now..”
I have no idea.
Yep, I’m healthier now..
I’ve always wanted rational things..
No, I’m not yet aware..
“..just when you think you got me figured out
The season has already changin’..”
It’s one of the songs surely my roommates would be reminded of me..it was my alarm signal before the old beloved cellphone of mine got junked..a hundred times it was played in a hundred mornings that I forced myself to get out of bed..and by the time I noticed that the song was already on its fifth time around, my roommates would be all up, restraining themselves to shout that I am indeed a *****. Peace! I’ll miss you too guys.
“..yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy..”
And who would not??
“.. I surrender to the strawberry ice cream..”
Naah..cookies and cream my dear..
“..trying to identify the shadows in my mind..”
One of my all time favorites..I really love it’s relaxing beat..
“..and never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name..”
I’ll be suing this song for penetrating murderously deep in my head..and it doesn’t seem to get out of my gray matter..a crazy case of LSS..
At last..a yawn got out..I’ll be sleeping now..
“..if you look in my eyes
And you see what’s inside
Would you even care??”
The prize??hmm..good night.^_~
