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audentes fortuna juvat: Excerpt 01Sept2008: Will you still be there?
ABOUT ME:
chalkleight
chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Monday, September 01, 2008
Excerpt 01Sept2008: Will you still be there?
Excerpt 01Sept2008: Will you still be there?
Merry Christmas.
Yes, the -ber months have already started. It’s the first day today..septemBER 1.
Time flies fast as always..gee!and now, it's faster.
But no matter how fast its flight can get, so much can still happen in a fraction of it. I can imagine that we are all in one movie....a forwarded one.
Too bad, I keep on wasting this precious flying time which everyone has been trying to stop.
It's going to be a year since my countdown after the Christmas Day of 2007 has begun.
I’ve been doing a lot of countdowns…
250 days to go before
237 days to go before 25April2009.
167 days to go before 14February2009.
134 days to go before12January2009.
123 days to go before 01January2009.
116 days to go before 25December2008.
48 days to go before 18October2008.
Et cetera.
It’s not excitement..it’s a mixture of anticipation and fear over what difference would each of those days will contribute to my rather routine life.
What an amazing moment! Right now I am in this state of realization that indeed I am still young but not getting any younger. I am almost thinking about the more sensible decisions that I’m supposed to be making in the next days..the days which seem to be always coming in a hurry.
However, despite this reality check, I can’t keep in pace with what’s really happening. Every day I’ll wake up trying to ignore the alarms that remind me of the remaining number of days of my studentship. .and every day I’ll get up trying to forget that I am still sleepy, and usually will lead to forgetting more important things as well.
Hayy..
It would definitely be very hard for me to get out of this carefree world that I used to live in..that I used to protect..the world which I learned to share with different sets of people.
It has been getting a lot more complicated in every day. Honestly, it scares me. The paranoia over a lot of uncertainties causes me to feel panicky.
Will everyone still be there when I finally begin to step forward?
