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audentes fortuna juvat: Excerpt 21June2008,11:15pm: as much as i do not want to sound bitter but..
ABOUT ME:
chalkleight
chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Excerpt 21June2008,11:15pm: as much as i do not want to sound bitter but..
Excerpt 21June2008,11:15pm: as much as i do not want to sound bitter but..
It seems like for the past whole week, and up until now, my longing for **** is not enough for the whole universe to conspire to grant me this childish silly wish....
But that can't be. because there is not an hour that i would not think of him. call me stupid, so what??
I think of him so much that i sometimes double check on myself whether i'm still at my right senses or i have indeed gone as crazy as my friends have already assumed me to be. laugh at it, i don't give a damn.
This kind of unrealistic feeling, how long would it last??I'm nuts, no doubt about that.
I'm pointlessly missing him..and i'm sure he knows it. this really sucks but i have to admit that i am pathetically being taken for granted..and this time i can't pretend that i don't care..honestly, the pain inside is ruthlessly tearing me..and the strong winds with heavy rain outside might be the world's awful way of making me hurt more..
