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audentes fortuna juvat: Excerpt 05June2008: go with me and we'll fly.
ABOUT ME:
chalkleight
chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Thursday, June 05, 2008
Excerpt 05June2008: go with me and we'll fly.
Excerpt 05June2008: go with me and we'll fly.
Although I have always wanted every night to end as soon as possible, also there is always this dreadful feeling of getting out of bed every morning only to find out that the sun has already started grinning up there. (It must be the absence of that too familiar as-long-as-you-love-me alarm signal of my pathetically murdered, junked and dumped cellphone.)
Every next day is worse than the previous..it's the boredom that gets worse every day..so worse that I can't do anything to shake off the feeling of being sucked into nothingness. This empy bubble which is trapping me helplessly again is never fun..i wish i could just fly out of this misery.
Anything won't seem to help..even a two-hour bath is not appealing..even sundaes taste disgusting..even the sight of books is nauseating..and even any kind of music is irritating..but when silence started engulfing me, all i want to do is scream..but then, even if i shout my lungs out, no one will hear me.
This is one of the times during when being alone proove to be worse than hell. all i can hear now is the electric sound of the two fans..the seldom alert of a message received by my cellphone..the naughty cheers of the insects in the night..and the rest is silence, which is totally, horribly and incredibly deafening enough for me to almost wish that i can hear the ghosts around me, which are surely teasing me right now.
I'm getting nuttier and crazier. and i'm writing senseless here. but who will dare blame me? the good side of my brain was already swallowed by the webmaster..tsk.
Yeah..what an insane mockery..argh!
