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chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Thursday, February 28, 2008
time gene sa isang leapyear..feb 29 ngayon!!!
time gene sa isang leapyear..feb 29 ngayon!!!
ayos!tapos na ang week na'to..tapos na ang second hellweek ko ng feb..
pero bago 'to halos maiyak na talaga ako sa ....hmmm... san nga ba??
basta..yung feeling na ayaw mo na talaga pero wala kang choice kasi the world dictates it..
2nd kami sa bio120skit presentation kagabi..at after nun,lumabas kami ni pamy...tapos pictures..despite my to-do's last night..seminar presentation at review dapat para sa exam sa mcb130lect.
i finished my seminar presentation at around 2am..then i started to pretend reviewing for the exam..i did not succeed over sleepiness..dalawang linggo na kaya akong deprived sa tulog..actually since febfair pa..
mga 4am siguro ako nakatulog..ewan kung bakit inabot pa ako ng ganong oras kahit wala naman akong naaral..i had whistles na naman e..di naman pwedeng uminom ng anti-asthma kasi baka abutin ng umaga ang palpitations ko mas lalo pa akong tamarin mag-aral..
before the exam, i had this weird idea about time,genome and life..lately, i kept on complaining about how short a day is..so much to do, do little time lagi ang drama ko..
then i remembered it again..
"Your life is defined by your genome.." -dr.villegas
"My life is defined by time.." -yours truly
if life can be defined by genome and time, then time, might be defined by genome as well, or vice versa..(hala, baka awayin ako nung teacher ko sa math2..parang mali yung logic ko 
)
so yun nga, time and genome..can a gene for length be inserted to time? kunwari, instead na 24 hours lang magiging 30 hours a day kapag na-trigger yung gene na yun..so regulated ang expression nun..
ayoko na mag-explain..basta time gene ang tawag dun..at yun ang nasa isip ko kanina habang nagre-review dapat para sa exam..those thoughts would reflect what my grade will be in that subject.
pero tapos na yun..it's friday..and it's the 29th of feb..i was able to pass my seminar presentation..and hopefully, i'll be able to pass my exam too..aba, kay dr.villegas na umiikot ang buhay ko ah..tsk,tsk..
29th of feb..di ko na matandaan kung ano bang nangyari sa'kin last leap day..haha leap day?? later, i'll check out my journals..yeah..may time ako later gawin yan..tsaka movie marathon night..
happy leapyear!!
what can i say??
firstly, thank heavens i was able to get up after that one and a half hour of sleep..and i was able to attend my classes this morning despite the bad weather (which seems to last forever), despite the anger that i feel for that teacher (who gained my respect, that's why i hate her even more), despite my runny nose (and i blame one of my classmates in mcb130lab for dispersing her viruses the other day) and despite everything (which in fact seems to be all conspiring against me)..thanks a lot..
those things neither make me want to die now nor make me feel alive
they make me feel numb
i want to rest to be able to feel again
exam sa bio120lect
exam sa zoo173lect
ouline ng seminar
paper sa fil20
play sa bio120lab
hardcopy ng seminar
exam sa mcb130lect
sipon
lamig
puyat
eyebags
pagod
ano pa?
sana may pahinga rin sa list na yan..
haayyyy...
let me sleep..
sobra na ang pang-aalipin ng mga subjects na yan!..one of my friends blurted out when we were on our way to face one of our dooms yesterday..can't blame her for saying so..ako nga e hindi nalang nakakapag-react sa mga bagay dahil sa puyat..and lack of sleep proves to be hell when you are not able to think as fast as you would be able to during favorable conditions..kasalanan ko rin naman..nag-decide akong mag-aral para sa dalawang magkasunod na major exams 9hours before..kaya ayun, isang oras lang ang tulog ko..kung hindi ako puyat the prevoius nights dahil sa movie marathon at seminar, malamang hindi nalang ako natulog..
ang tatag nga e..hindi pa naman ako nag-pay attention in both subjects..uhm well, san nga ba ako nag-pay attention??siguro most of the time sa bloopers ng classmates at teachers ko.
halos hindi ako nagbago ng sitting position when i took the first subject..ang aga nun..quarter to 7am!!grabe,hindi na si dr.z ang pinakamahirap na nagbigay sa'kin ng exam..iba na..err...siguro di lang talaga ako masyadong familiar sa subject na yun..ah, basta!ang hirap..at kelangan ko pa talagang magpa-late sa sunod kong exam para sa isang transition phase..para ma-shift yung utak ko sa next subject...
kelangan ko bang magsisi??i think not..
im in the process of wasting the first day of my long weekend..
kakatapos ko pa lang maglakad nang maglakad sa lower campus..dapat mag-jogging ako..e kaso ang init na..kaya ayun, i let myself be a spy of everybody..ang saya!
grabe ang panahon, wala man lang transition.kahapon lang parang okay lang mag-sweatshirt, pero simula kaninang umaga dapat naka-razorback ka na..siguro nagpalit ng season kagabi..hehehe pero gising ako hanggang umaga ah..di ko man lang napansin..
i just failed my bestfriend..
i've been failing everyone, what's new with that??
ang tanong kasi, "who do i fail next??"
i keep on disappointing people (friends, teachers and myself)..
kay pamy: 2am na 'ko natulog e..and it's Friday..pero alam ko hindi yun excuse..i should have been there.she expected me to be there.but where in the world was i??there in the comfort of my dreams, of my bed, of my pillows..childish??shit!! Hindi. Kasi si pamy yun..one of the last persons that you will expect me to disappoint..but i just did.
kay apes: alam na nya yun..and until now, i feel so guilty..
kay ma'am villegas: oo na.lagi nalang palpak mga pini-prepare kong media.late pa ako palagi sa class.thankful ako kasi she understands my delinquencies..basta sana next time hindi na gagamit ng TAE Buffer..at kanamycin..hehehe
kay ma'am dette: ang mahal kong adviser..uhh..hindi na'ko makapagpakita sa kanya..ang manuscript ko!!mag-lapse na pala yung ewan na yun..at last kagabi, naisipan ko na syang tapusin..sa tuesday, bigay ko na.
sa classmates ko: sa unahan pa man din ako umuupo..sorry kung nadi-distract yung klase kapag dumadaan ako 15mins after start ng class.
sa roomates ko: hindi na kami nagkikita..kasi dadating ako, tulog na sila..at pagkagising ko, umalis na sila..
sa family ko: sorry for the unreplied messages..and unanswered calls..
sa sarili ko: where are you??for sure, you're not moving ahead..shara!wake up.
at sa lahat: sorry for not making any sense at all.
05mar2007
"happy endings are stories that haven't finished yet.." -jane smith
"in the end, you will start thinking of the beginning.." -john smith
i managed to get out of the hellweek alive..its morbidity almost killed me..but i survived..why?because there's more..i have to suffer more..why?huh! only God knows..and that's what will kill me..not now, but sooner..
akalain mong halos isang taon na yun..hayyy...ang bilis talaga..
time is running very fast..pero ang sabi ko nga kay pamy, we should run faster..
I'm on a dynamic world with supposed to be dynamic people
and those who are confined on their empty shells
are big losers!
It's not you,
you were brave
you were smart,
you were proud,
you were a fighter,
but look at you now..
you're a loser..
Get up and learn to breathe again!!
It's not you,
you were brave
you were smart,
you were proud,
you were a fighter,
but look at you now..
you're a loser..
Get up and learn to breathe again!!