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audentes fortuna juvat: November 2007

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chalkleight

chalkleight

Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines

usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]

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Friday, November 09, 2007

starting the sem

starting the sem

one should start the sem right..who would disagree??
but most of the time, circumstances wouldn't let you..

i enjoyed the sembreak..
i had four major activities:
kain, tulog, text, chat..

so many expectations are at hand
from my parents
from my adviser
from the dean
from my friends

i don't anymore have the right to flunk any grade
that would mean that i have to get serious
im not getting any younger yes...but im still young
if i let myself be drowned to delinquency again..
my father's prophecy will come true..
and that would be very scary.

so how would i start this sem?
movies??night outs??flirtations??
those are very tempting..
honestly, i already did a little bit of each to spice up the last week.
nah...lots of flirtations pala.

know what? im inspired...but i feel guilty for being so..
because she trusted me...but i acted like a traitor.

im learning to breathe again
because when there's somebody who does it for you
you forget how to do it yourself
and it hurts.

i've learned i few interesting things this week
each made me feel a little scared to learn more
and i can do nothing but to understand the painful reality.

staring at his picture at my desktop is pathetic
but what is more pathetic is waiting for him for the nth time.
and the most pathetic of all..is that im enjoying the greatest mockery of this world..

chalkleight

chalkleight

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