usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
for the second time around i realized how fortunate i am to be here in LB..[no bias!!!] i made sure that i have time to feel so by going with lex,jason,lucky,kat and april (of course with other studetns who are taking socsci) on makiling botanic gardens, center for philippine raptors and the promising flatrocks.. 9am-11:30am>>> again with antipation, i waited to finish the lectures 'bout the garden, the forest, the birds.. 11:45am-12:45pm>>> hiking!!!! to flatrocks we went!!! a rope was placed on the trail for those high school students who are, of course, first timers..that's why the trail isn't that hard to finish unlike that of last week.. at first, i didn't have any plan to take a bath there even the water really tempted me..but then..hehehehe..may masama ba? i really enjoyed it!!! pero sana kasama si ****e...ngaks!! because of flatrocks..im planning to take socsci1 next sem as one of my GE courses..hindi na yata ako makakabalik dun eh..kc tapos na lahat ng sections..wala na kaming sasabitan..im so lucky having an opportunity to reach that place!! oopppsss...i have an important message..."if maria makiling really exists..ang swerte nya!!"
i give up..
too seldom that i come up with that decision..too bad----that seldom includes this one..this one----a situation that kept me in a bottomless pit for so long..now i give up..
giving up too soon is cowardice but hanging on too long is foolishness
this one really hurts..imagine giving up something which you tried to hold on to---considering the time---it's been two years..i've been trapped in that inconsidrate snare for two years..know what's in my mind? Linkin' Park..
..I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know..
i wonder how could i be so dumb---to realize for the third time this foolishness, yes, three times now, yet i still engage myself in committing the same mistake over and over..or perhaps, i won't be able to learn?
so, for those who are able to read this..more or less you know what i mean..
spent the whole day trying to talk to him..
haii...not the typical me, i guess....
hooked n tlga ako sa knya...help!!!
pero ok 'to ha...kaht feeling ko i'm acting like
a foolish elementary gurl!!!!duh?!??
i'll jst do better nxt time...
chalkleight
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
for ****e? perhaps...
for ****e? perhaps...
COUNTING CROWS LYRICS - Accidentally In Love
So she said, "What's the problem, baby?"
What's the problem I don't know.
Well, maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it everytime
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this?
Just to cure it cause
I can't ignore it if its love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me
but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring
that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
during when psy1 sucks
PE doesn't
but now the other way
around happened
dunno what's wrong really
seems like worse than chemistry
i'd rather sit in hum1 class
than spend an hour listening
to my PE teacher
who, seem to me, an Umbridge
in Harry Potter
we're like oil and water
i'd rather evaporate
than be mixed with her
those thin eyebrows always arch
she thinks it's sexy
but the hell!!
she looks like a yellow piggy!
i hate the subject because of
my teacher
she gave a quiz yesterday
i didn't pass my paper..why?
'coz i knew nothing of
what the heck she was asking!
let me remind you
i was absent last meeting!
the fucking quiz was also our
attendance that day
that means i was absent again!
yeah..'nother bullcrap!
what an unfortunate ass!
i shouldn't have attended the class!
i guess i should be saying what i must
though i really don't have so much guts
well..
my PE teacher sucks!
chalkleight
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
first timer...njoi pla tlga!!!
first timer...njoi pla tlga!!!
it's been so hard at first...trying to balance hir and there...but then the complete satisfaction comes when u finished the trail...ang dulas kc maputik tpos ang liit ng daanan pro okey lng dmi kc support...hehehehe...nadulas p nga ako...kaasar pro ayos lng...no other damage done except for the mud that went dry after i stubled down...another thing ha, im wearing white all over!!!!sbi kc ni lucky "slide!"...then i went sliding rounda mud!!!! we reached the so called flatrocks...ang lamig ng tubig! saya nga sana mligo...im with jhomar,lex,lucky,kat,and mj...nkilala ko ung isang classm8 ko s chem16,umh,c vincent...cia ung tumutulong s'kin kpag hindi ko n alam kung san tatapak...well;tnx to him..ang saya mg-mountain treking sa mt.mkiling!!!!!
khapon pla friday the 13th...nothing bad happened except for meeting with my "so-called-friend" in mcdo that nyt...u know who and what i min...im not interested anymore! bhala n lng kmi...ciempre nghihinayng ako sa "friendship" pro wla akong mgagawa...as the cliche goes "the only permanent thing in this world is change.."
last nyt i was agen taught the meaning of understatement...ewan ko! bkit kylangan ko un matutunan over and over agen?!?!? wil i be able to understnd things without hving to realize that all i understood were all understated?
i think im exhausted enuf! pro di pa rin ako inaantok...i think im beginning to be insomniac!!!!grrrrrr....
kakatapos p lng ng exam nmin sa chem16...????? okey lng nman...mjo knina b4 exam nagpa-panick ako kc d ako nkapag-aral...i had enuf time, yes...pero as usual nkipag-kwentuhan lng ako ky mj...heheheh...sna lng pumasa ako...kainis si *****...cnt she sensitive enuf? hnd ko cia gus2 ever since...feeling close! hmf! nwei,she's not worth my atp kya hayaan ko n lng cia for a while...ei, sum1 is getting in my nerves ryt now...u know wat i min...im trying to like my teacher and classm8s sa psy1...okey namn pla cla...me pla masyadong nag-assume bout them...sna mgustuhan ko n tlga cla...bye for now!
kainis tlga cia!!! kc naman mgbibigay lng ng incentive super kuripot p!!! biro mo gusto nia ibigay s'min 2pts lng eh 2nd n nga kmi dun sa bioquiz...we "argued" with him and at the end he settled on giving us 5pts...hmf!! ei..nagbgo n isip ko bout dun s pag-drop ng psy1 kasi yoko mgkaroon ng record na "drop" bka kc isipin ng iba na kya ko n-drop ung subjct kc d ko kya ipasa...excuse me! wlang kwenta teachr and classm8s ko!!! tomorrow...umh...got to do sumthing big!!!! hehehehe...
ngaun lng ako gumawa ng account d2...ive been looking for something to write down my thots aside from my journal...ok d2 kc pwede ang commnts from other pipz...sna lng sipagin me mg-post here...oooppsss! got to go!!!!
