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audentes fortuna juvat: calming a hot-headed cat..
ABOUT ME:
chalkleight
chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Monday, January 05, 2009
calming a hot-headed cat..
calming a hot-headed cat..
"reposting??yeah, that's the best thing that you can do right now.." sabi ng isa kong friend kanina..kasi ang hirap talagang walang kausap..
yeah..i know..almost exactly like this irrational feeling na naman..
hayy..i'll be fine later..sana..
this is a re-post from one of my blog entries last sept2008.
I can still feel the dryness in my throat despite the glass of water that i hurriedly emptied the moment i reached my room. The hard palpitations in my chest still brings the rest of my muscles into a painfully tensed state. I know my eyes are so furious now, exposing this weak spot of my being. I’m taking in air into my lungs so forcefully as if i’m having a severe asthma attack. Breathing in..breathing out..trying to be relaxed..but the tension persists.
The quick shower i just had did nothing to soothe the heat that incessantly exudes out of my body..it’s as if instead of water, the glass that i just knocked out contained a hard drink. Not only my hands but also my feet are unhealthily cold, they pierce. The music now playing in the background does not help, to think that it’s one of my favorites! Oh, world. Thanks for that stinging sarcasm.
The mirror beside me reflects my untamed side. This is a harsh case of illogically impaired and uncontrolled emotions. Indeed, calming myself down is a terribly complicated and awfully mind-numbing task..that after running a comb through my hair, my only wish now is just to forget everything and be dead for a while.
