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chalkleight
chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Tuesday, March 04, 2008
scary
scary
i don't know what has gotten to into me yesterday morning. i woke up 15 minutes earlier than my usual 6:30am waking up time (for 7am class). i arrived before my teacher did. third time to happen this sem. i didn't wait for danes because i wanted to go to class alone.
i listened to my teacher while taking down notes. when danes arrived, i just let out the minimum number of words, speaking only when spoken to.
after the first class, i walked out of the classroom unhurriedly and entered my next class with a blank face. what's wrong? why the lady-like facade? where are my smiles? gone? until when?
i felt diffferent. and i started that day acting differently. was i approaching a deathbed or what? or did i just really feel like shutting up?