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audentes fortuna juvat: what defines my life..21Feb2008
ABOUT ME:
chalkleight
chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
what defines my life..21Feb2008
what defines my life..21Feb2008
Narinig ko na naman kahapon ang motto ng teacher ko sa MCB130..hayy..kakasawa talaga..
"Your life is defined by your genome..not by other people.."
Definitely i don't agree with it..kahit noong una ko palang marinig yun..but it prompted me to ask what really defines my life..
and this morning, my own life slapped me with what really defines itself..and all i could do was stare blankly at the sky (and where's the sun??!well,haven't seen it since Valentine's Day), smile and say "Grrrr....oo nga.."
June woke me up at 6:30am..normal lang para sa 7am class ko (na malapit ko nang ibagsak dahil sa absences..naka-5 na'ko!!!)..alam ko late na naman ako..e ano pa nga bang bago dun??lagi naman..pero this time,tsktsk..7:15 na ako nakaalis sa dorm dahil....basta!
So tinakbuhan na naman ako ng oras at syempre hinabol ko na naman sya..at hindi ko alam kung naabutan ko ba o hindi..basta i ran..yun..ang dami na namang putik ang tumalsik sa binti ko..kung nag-pants naman kasi ako mas male-late ako kasi magsasapatos pa..hayy..talaga o!
Pagdating ko sa room..congrats shara!!
Ang aga ko para sa 2nd class ko..waahh!!at wala pala si ma'am..
unconsciously, i cried, "i hate the world today!!" siguro dahil sa alarm signal ko..
so ayun, i stayed there in our classroom and did the things time didn't allow me to do..cut my nails, put on my lotion, comb my hair..then, i cleaned the mud stucked on my legs (weeew!!)
When i was about to start doing my paper in MCB130 which is to be submitted later (1pm) i realized that i forgot my pen holder (at ang dala ko ay ang mabigat na lecture manual sa ZOO173 kasi akala ko may quiz kami..yun pala nag-announce last meeting na wala!!grrrr...talaga..)..at syempre wala akong pansulat na kahit ano..malas! Pero swerte pa rin..Mia offered me a pen, then she said, "Tara, time na..may class na sunod dito.." swerte pa rin ba??
Sakto 8am pumasok ako sa classroom (zoo173lect)..sobrang nakakagulat..3 pa lang kami..at nakayuko si sir, sumisinghot..
una kong naisip: pinaiyak ng classmates ko si sir?!!kaya wala sila at ang natira ay ang dalawa kong nerd na classmates??!!!
pangalawa kong naisip: nagalit si sir kasi late ang mga tao..uhh..lame reason..bakit sya magagalit??no teacher has the right to blame a late student..we have our own reasons why we came so late to our class..magkaka-rebolusyon kapag may nagalit na teacher..pero nung BIO30 ko,i found my teacher's reason so valid (wala kaming karapatang ma-late kasi wala naman kaming pamilyang inaasikaso..) may sagot na ako ngayon dyan..ma'am, di lang naman pamilya ang inaasikaso..
syempre mali ako sa mga assumptions ko kung bakit ganon ang scenario na nadatnan ko..nagbabasa si sir at bumubulong ng kung anu-ano..ah,baka practice ng lecture..hahaha
i decided to listen to the lecture..but the person on the main wallpaper of my phone distracted me..i just let my mind wander..an then i remembered the motto.."Your life is defined.." blah,blah,blah..
And at that moment i realized what defines my life..time..yes, time..
panong hindi..e laging ganito:
hala!mag-7 na!late na ako!
what??!!mamaya ipa-pass??!!dapat simulan ko na!!
etc..
basta bawat number sa relo may corresponding job ka na dapat i-accomplish..
at dun na iikot buong araw mo...sa kakasunod sa time..
i am always a slave of time.
nakakainis lang kasi it runs inconsiderably..walang pakialam sa mga maiiwan..
ganon ba talaga palagi??
hala! mag-12 noon na..kelangan na mag-lunch..pero kelangan muna tapusin ang paper..hayyy...
when will i be able to conquer time??
