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audentes fortuna juvat: excerpt11March2008, 12:45am
ABOUT ME:
chalkleight
chalkleight
Los Banos, Laguna, Philippines
usually first impression s'kin mataray,masungit and the likes..uhm,sad to say totoo un kc hndi ako msyadong sociable unless there's something in one person that i really like..sbi ng mga close s'kin good listener dw ako but i think im better in ignoring what they are saying pero when i feel n kylangn mo tlga ng mkikinig sau game ako lalo n kung nkakarelate ako s topic mo..'yoko s mga self-proclaimed..those who say a lot 'bout themselves (who cares 'bout them,anyway?) hehehe..trip ko mga humorous kc moody ako..another thing 'bout me is ung temper ko..uhm,it's always at the edge, u knw what i mean..if u nid 2 knw more basahin mo mga testi s'kin kc im sure they say a lot of things 'bout me.. :]
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
excerpt11March2008, 12:45am
excerpt11March2008, 12:45am
Terrible days like what i'll be facing tomorrow give me an equally terrible conclusion, that i can't be a multi-tasker during the times when i need to be one. because during those days, unconsciously, i'll be forcing myself to take one at a time cautiously because i can't afford to commit any kind of mistake with such a limited time. wait..me forcing myself?or the situation forces me to? or could it be the time itself? i, pathetically, don't have any idea.
Is this what i really wanted to do?i always ask. but everything will be silent about it -- perhaps not to interrupt my mind to be able to think of the best answer, or, perhaps for the world to mock me more for not providing an answer when i desperately need one.
Desperate. yes, i'm desperate. desperate to get out of this blackhole which seems to suck me deeper into it the more i struggle to escape. im trapped into doing things which i thought were the ones that would make me happy. i desperately want to find an exit.
